It's like I've fallen into somebody else's life and I'm just waiting for somebody to yell 'April Fools!' or something like that, like it's all not real.
I'm happy, and it's crazy, because 4 weeks back, I would never have thought that this would be happening to me.
I'm writing when I can, about whatever comes to mind, but I've been so busy lately that I am tremendously happy to be on break, and just realaxing an hanging out.
I'm going out shopping tomorrow with my mate, were going to be looking for ball dresses! Our school ball is on June 21st, And I can barely wait, even though the theme is winter wonderland ...I know.
I'm quite worried about one of my friends, life has gone downhill for him lately but he refuses help or positive thinking, and I'm at a loss for what to do. It's hard because when I stop to think about it, I can barely keep from crying. I'm afraid he might do something stupid.
Things are changing and it's great, but I'm worried that I'm leaving a bit of myself behind me, even though, that might not be the worst thing in the world.
I'm waiting for the crash, though I pray it's never going to happen.
Devious Comments
gosh thats awesome.
there won't be any crash. positive thoughts gorgeous, i miss you a lot
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Funny thing about black and white. You mix it together and you get grey. And it doesn't matter how much white you try and put back in, you're never gonna get anything but grey.
-Lilah Morgan "Angel"
Well, winter wonderland + the organising skills of my school = lame.
Maybe if I don't expect anything good, It will be fantastic
Found my ball dress too, but it doesn't match the theme, but it's gorgeous, so screw 'em =]
xx
I miss you, too.
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And Its Not So Much That Im Here Without You,
Its That Im Here Without Me.
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