Can I have your attention pleeeaaase?

Ho hum.

It has indeed been a while since I have updated my journal.

What has happened since my last entry hmm?

Well. Firstly I'll start with school, which has been going alright. I had mock exams last week and got an excellence in dram, excellence and merit in both history and english and two merits in classics. I'm still waiting on my results from my media studies class. But all in all I think i did damn well.

Uhm. Things are funny, you know, like life and such things as inconvenient as that. Funny things happen like two partys two night in a row with your boyfriends mate who are all a tad like "I liiike you" and I'm liiiiiiiike "No" you know? But theyre cool. And they guy who was like I liiiike you, has fuggered off and i'm quite happy about that.

Ugh. Boyfriends are also funny too. But we won't get into that, I could be here all night complaining.

Hmm. Things aren't so great at the moment, Stress is coming at me from all sides and I'm just exhausted in every single way. It's like this constant pain that sits in my chest reminding me that no matter what I do, I must not enjoy it. Atleast that's the way it seems.

I've had a few breakdowns, only due to stress from school, home, friends, boyfriend, life you know. It's hard.

It's hard to feel like you're older than what you are portrayed to be. Like you are ten years older than your face shows, it's kind of like you're lieing to the world and to yourself, by wearing this face that does not suit your mental age or personality. I don't feel like me in this body. I feel to old to be this young.

I guess it comes with experiences that I never wanted to grow through.

Hmph. Randoms thoughts have ended.

I like the new jounral layout by the way. (or BTW for all your IM freaks ;])

Gotta love ya.
Shon :]